Everytime I try to fly... I fall without my wings.

Monday, July 17, 2006

Ahhhh.. siannn ah.. really whole day seeing text.. come blog also type text.. kena sai.. for those who are bored.. heres a short entertainment for u.. click here..

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2:36 PM
LeX

Friday, July 14, 2006

Felt great yesterday! Awesome! Terrific! haha.. coz i helped wanyi and her group including lynette to do her project.. i did a so so flash .. haha.. its about blood donation thingy.. if you are interested to view click here.. the rest of her classmates gave me some comments on the flash.. its funny and hilarious! haha.. at that moment i just cant stop smiling to myself.. lol..

In my life.. i really like to help pple.. as long as it can bring them smile.. laugher or even happiness.. i don expect any returns or anything from them.. In this way.. somehow i feel satisfaction in my life by helping those who need help from me.. something i feel that is meaningful to do.. Helping others is a joy to me.. =)

don say those pple who know i will help and make use of me.. just dunno how to comment on them.. anyway.. as long as its not to the very extent of help.. i wouldnt mind lending my helping hand.. haha..

Looking forward to meet my gf later.. 6hrs 31mins 20 secs more! haha.. miss ya DeaR! i help u cut ur hair hao ma..? baobei skilled one..^.^

9:18 AM
LeX

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

Yesterday i was extremely furious and petrified by woony's action.. he actually gonna do some cheating in our MoF project.. given the floor plan which was too big to fix in nicely in the webpage.. he suggested cutting out part of the floor plan where there were repeated row of desks.. and told us no need to tell the client abt it.. here goes..

LeX: (Calling..) Eh se bei bei.. stop surfing porn in ur smelly office.. come up and help us think how to settle the floor plan.. we are really out of ideas..

Woony: (Calling) okok.. alright.. i discontinue my porno stuff first.. i very busy one u know..

LeX: ( i wonder what type of ideas he can come out sia.. given his daily routine inside his office..)

Meanwhile.. waiting for that se bei bei..

LeX: Gosh! why he so long one..? wanking inside his office izzit.. kaoooo.. my gf waiting for me leh!!

To DeaR: sorry DeaR.. made u waited so long.. i really want to go down pei you de.. but the moment i went down.. that woony come to my room.. i got no choice.. lucky got jasmine and vanessa pei ni.. if not i would worried for ur loneliness in sch.. baobao.. DeaR DeaR.. i miss u=)

Ahem.. back to my conversation.. LOL..

After 45mins of intense waiting.. Finally!~ the God oF Porn has arrived!

Woony: sorry ah lex.. i gotta clean up myself in my room just now.. kena some kopi O on my pants..

LeX: ( as if i would believe u ah se bei bei..)

Woony: k LeX.. come.. ( at the main computer) how abt i cut out some repeated parts of the floor plan..?

LeX: Cut WHAT?

Woony: Floor plan..

LeX the What?

Woony: The floor plan..

LeX: What the?

Woony: FuCk.. stop it.. why cannot?

LeX: Gosh.. tell me how you gonna explain to the client abt cuting away a part of the floor plan..

Woony: NO NEED to SAY! they wont discover it at all..

LeX: what the fuck? u treat them as idiots..? k don mention abt the clients then.. tell me how the new staff going to navigate..? looking at the map 1 row of desk.. then go walk the real place got 4 rows? what the? they will end up losing themselves in MoF building u know?

Woony: don worry.. how would they go count how many rows of desks in the floor plan..?

LeX: (FuCk sia.. im really pissed.. even teacher also heck caring the project.. resort to cheating? somemore don tell the client what he do after that? Somehow.. my mind is telling me gotta do some justice to this society.. by turning aganist woony's idea..)

LeX: You will never know.. se hui de bai lei.. make the image bigger and act a scroll bar can already rite?

Woony: cannot ah.. like that hard to navigate the floor plan.. need to scroll there and here..

After 15mins of discussing.. i insisted on my idea.. and im glad that my team members agreed wif me.. Somehow i felt a chilled on my spine that something bad gonna happened to my grading.. perhaps he gonna mark my grade lower for not agreeing his idea.. perhaps i thought too much.. but if it was so.. and my grp members' grading was also affected.. i gonna do justice to this society again.. complain till he die..

End of Part 2! haha..

9:08 AM
LeX

Monday, July 10, 2006

Pissed wif woon today man.. that woony complain and complain.. although i didnt kena anything.. but the girls in my grp kena.. holy shit the woony.. kena sai one.. eat full liao lao sai den nth better to do go catch huishan and crystal without strap.. hahah.. don think the wrong stuff.. its slippers strap.. not that kind of strappppp..! haha.. he ah.. at first joke joke smile smile.. asking why wear slippers.. here goes..

Woony: Eh! ShuI JinG! How Come you din wear any strap!?

Crystal: (checking) got la u se bei bei..!

LeX: (OMG! she go check somemore!)

Woony: Stop lying! U din wear any!.. I don care.. by hook or by crook u must go borrow from others.. if not i -8hrs from ur flexi leave..

Crystal: (sia la.. this kinda of thing how to borrow sia? he retard izzit? zzz) Okok i go borrow now..

LeX: eh se bei bei.. today morning raining la.. all the straps wet already.. no choice la.. don blame her already.. she also don wan de ma..

Woony: what wet..? don try to cover for them ah lex.. i know u are trying to help her..

LeX: where got? im saying the truth! u faggot.. cant u just let her go once..? u se bei bei.. i been noticing u from the start u keep peeping at crystal rite? u pervert.. still ask her go borrow den meanwhile u go follow her rite? i cant believe this.. i gonna do some justice to this society..

TAKE THAT! AH BiSH!
He deserved it.. LOL..

This story is nonsense.. its just for entertainment.. plz don believe that it really happened..

Thats the end for woony.. haha.. stay tune for part 2!

9:22 PM
LeX

Thursday, July 06, 2006

Seriously speaking.. im living happier than i were in last year.. in that sense in year 1.. i was really a moody person.. the reason was because i was a very deep thinker.. in other words im a planner.. i can plan all i can thinking as far ahead as i can.. though sometimes its gd coz i get to plan and manage my time..

However, it somehow backfired.. once a person thinks a lot.. he thinks of gd things as well as bad things.. lets say in my relationship.. i used to worry a lot for my girlfriend.. coz she is a soft hearten person and easily get bullied.. so i feared the guys buzzing around her.. thinking that she will get hurt.. sometimes i even let myself into a jealousy state which i really cant control.. all these matters coz many unhappy moments wif my gf.. its just the way how i see things and think.. Thus, i hardly happy everyday.. let even a smile.. of coz there were other factors to contributed.. money crisis and my skin situation..

now in year 2.. i am really living my life to the fullest.. heck caring every single matter and particles around me.. hhaa.. guess i really have a new way of looking on life.. every problem i encounter.. i minimized to the smallest and tackle it.. to others it seems to be like a big problem.. but to me.. its just another problem.. coz i don wan to live inside the problems..

Problems are problematic.. why let all these problematic problems come and disrupt ur way of living? im not saying try to avoid the problem.. but in a way think of a better way to tackle them.. dunno how to.. seek advices from others.. don live inside the problem urself.. you will not be able to take it one day.. most importantly.. don think so much..<---- Tip of the Day!

Look for friends.. share them ur problems.. its the best thing to do..

It's the friends you can call up at four a.m. that matter. <---- Quote of the DaY!

I really love my DeaR a lot.. hopefully she will be the one i will be living with.. living with me the rest of my life.. hehe.. got see ma DeaR? i give u my words.. i will do a decent proposal! haha.. muacks si! ^.^

Gotta rush out! tml xiaohuan's birthday! gotta buy present! ahha.. still need to lackey around chinatown for bakery shop.. if not tml panic die.. no CAKE! haha.. CycLing there right now! vrooommmmmmmmm!!!

12:15 PM
LeX

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

Come to think of it im really pissed wif my grade c+ for the first 7 weeks.. I should have gotten A in the first place if i did not committed the 2 offences.. what kind of shitty world im living in? gave me a c+.. freaking assholes.. average student would get b+ if they got no bad conduct.. bloody hell.. i did so much work.. being a leader.. doing the flash.. straining my eyes and time doing the freaking flash.. what did i get in the end..? c+? thats all i got.. coz of 2 offences.. first one is the most unreasonable.. never wear formal.. i really got nth to comment abt it.. the teachers really took into consideration and black me down as bad conduct.. 2nd one i admitted was my fault.. pon 2 hrs then kena caught.. but that doesnt really reflect so badly on my grade.. c+.. that 2 fuckers(teachers) gave me a c+.. the most b- or b+.. down my grade till c+? fuck it.. i lost all my motivation and interest in doing my work.. whats the use..? the teachers doesnt have gd impression of me at all.. nvm.. since they doesnt recongise my talents.. forget it.. anyway this all tep is screwed up.. i no need this poly cert to help me find work next time.. i use my own brain.. zzz.. Come to think of it.. the world is really unfair..

Haiz.. i really very headache.. no cert really cannot make it.. in this freaking reality world.. talk abt cert and degrees.. most important thing.. all talk abt money.. need money need to earn.. freak it..

Everytime i try to fly.. i fall without my wings..

no matter how hard i tried.. the world is always unfair.. somehow im not fated to have gd grades..

HAIZ!! just now talked to jek yew on msn.. really made my blood boiled.. he got A or maybe higher for his first 7 weeks grade.. den he come to me and talked abt how busy he was and handle a lot of work then got A one.. this one nvm.. he continued saying the teacher gave me c+ was because wan me to work harder.. i was really angry abt it.. what kind of logic was this..? haiz.. but i knew what he meant was to comfort me.. thanks bro..
LeTs not talk abt the matter again..

Today i went to east coast! wif xiaohuan, crystal and huishan! haha.. pple say i happy man.. got gf already still got 3 girls accompanying me go east coast.. haha.. i replied wif a expression.. Bullshit face lor.. haha.. perhaps its like xi guan to me already.. nowadays need hanging out wif them till numb already.. haha..

The start of the day.. not really pleased wif the outing.. orginally there should be 8 pple.. manchui, hazel, peishan and karen.. suddenly all got reasons then unable to make it.. haiz.. totally disappointed.. hopefully the next outing they would be there.. =)

And then.. still not so bad.. 3 of them went cycling then i went roller blading.. haha.. suddenly im in love wif blading.. its so fun.. its like no need to walk.. then just roll and roll.. hha.. sounds childish? haha..

ONE THING I WANNA COMPLAIN! They took pictures always left me out.. damn sad.. den i always need to squeeze myself inside.. haha.. dunno why they always laugh when i smile.. siao ONe!

After That.. stood on the rock.. blowing sea breeze and let the sea water splash at us.. i guess we looked quite retarded.. haha.. ask they squat down then when the water splash up see who was the first one to stand up lose.. haha.. didnt expect they said okay! suddenly so on.. haha.. maybe its just soon bian they also wanna play only.. lol..

Later On.. we went to MacDonalds wash up den ate and chat chat lor.. then go home le.. i cut short a lot.. tired.. wanna slp.. haha.. nitez!

I miss you DeaR.. wanna baobao u lots.. muacks si.. ^.^

10:33 PM
LeX