Everytime I try to fly... I fall without my wings.

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

Come to think of it im really pissed wif my grade c+ for the first 7 weeks.. I should have gotten A in the first place if i did not committed the 2 offences.. what kind of shitty world im living in? gave me a c+.. freaking assholes.. average student would get b+ if they got no bad conduct.. bloody hell.. i did so much work.. being a leader.. doing the flash.. straining my eyes and time doing the freaking flash.. what did i get in the end..? c+? thats all i got.. coz of 2 offences.. first one is the most unreasonable.. never wear formal.. i really got nth to comment abt it.. the teachers really took into consideration and black me down as bad conduct.. 2nd one i admitted was my fault.. pon 2 hrs then kena caught.. but that doesnt really reflect so badly on my grade.. c+.. that 2 fuckers(teachers) gave me a c+.. the most b- or b+.. down my grade till c+? fuck it.. i lost all my motivation and interest in doing my work.. whats the use..? the teachers doesnt have gd impression of me at all.. nvm.. since they doesnt recongise my talents.. forget it.. anyway this all tep is screwed up.. i no need this poly cert to help me find work next time.. i use my own brain.. zzz.. Come to think of it.. the world is really unfair..

Haiz.. i really very headache.. no cert really cannot make it.. in this freaking reality world.. talk abt cert and degrees.. most important thing.. all talk abt money.. need money need to earn.. freak it..

Everytime i try to fly.. i fall without my wings..

no matter how hard i tried.. the world is always unfair.. somehow im not fated to have gd grades..

HAIZ!! just now talked to jek yew on msn.. really made my blood boiled.. he got A or maybe higher for his first 7 weeks grade.. den he come to me and talked abt how busy he was and handle a lot of work then got A one.. this one nvm.. he continued saying the teacher gave me c+ was because wan me to work harder.. i was really angry abt it.. what kind of logic was this..? haiz.. but i knew what he meant was to comfort me.. thanks bro..
LeTs not talk abt the matter again..

Today i went to east coast! wif xiaohuan, crystal and huishan! haha.. pple say i happy man.. got gf already still got 3 girls accompanying me go east coast.. haha.. i replied wif a expression.. Bullshit face lor.. haha.. perhaps its like xi guan to me already.. nowadays need hanging out wif them till numb already.. haha..

The start of the day.. not really pleased wif the outing.. orginally there should be 8 pple.. manchui, hazel, peishan and karen.. suddenly all got reasons then unable to make it.. haiz.. totally disappointed.. hopefully the next outing they would be there.. =)

And then.. still not so bad.. 3 of them went cycling then i went roller blading.. haha.. suddenly im in love wif blading.. its so fun.. its like no need to walk.. then just roll and roll.. hha.. sounds childish? haha..

ONE THING I WANNA COMPLAIN! They took pictures always left me out.. damn sad.. den i always need to squeeze myself inside.. haha.. dunno why they always laugh when i smile.. siao ONe!

After That.. stood on the rock.. blowing sea breeze and let the sea water splash at us.. i guess we looked quite retarded.. haha.. ask they squat down then when the water splash up see who was the first one to stand up lose.. haha.. didnt expect they said okay! suddenly so on.. haha.. maybe its just soon bian they also wanna play only.. lol..

Later On.. we went to MacDonalds wash up den ate and chat chat lor.. then go home le.. i cut short a lot.. tired.. wanna slp.. haha.. nitez!

I miss you DeaR.. wanna baobao u lots.. muacks si.. ^.^

10:33 PM
LeX