Thursday, May 31, 2007

no matter what happens... i can handle it!

Who is me?
Lex Tan!!

10:34 PM
LeX

I never felt so down before..
so hopeless about life..
so morose..
im so sick of life..

just imagine a doctor in a hospital..
his goal is to save as many life as possible..
But one day.. the purpose has become numb.. so meaningless..
who is going to save the doctor when hes down..?
im just like that doctor..
that goal has died completed..


i believe everything i do.. there is a purpose.. there is a goal.. i have lost both of them.. totally.. there is no more drive in me..? whats the point of me always helping pple around me? i always helped.. always care.. always put other before else.. but who is going to help me at this moment when im down? no one.. im completed demoralised..

i has become unhelpful..
uncaring..
heck care attitude.
u die is none of my business..
selfish..
irriating..
gloomy all day long..

no one cares.. there isnt any angel left in my world.. nothing.. nothing..

i tried to fight..
i persisted..
It just takes more than anything on earth to execute this greatest enemy of mine.. living inside me..

9:55 PM
LeX

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Name: LeX
Age: 19 Male
School: Stamford Primary School/St Gabriel Secondary School/Nanyang Poly
Birthday: 10 May 1987
Horoscope: Taurus
Location: South of Singapore
Email: poohks10@hotmail.com

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